I just wanted to get away from you. I
just want to let this feeling gone easily. i mean, my feelings for you. How could
my deep feelings for you gone if you keep texting me(i mean, commenting
my instagram stories)?
That's why i made all of our social media aren't
connecting anymore. i didn't mean to hide something shit from you, like talking
shit about you or any shit about our story behind you on my social media. I just don't
want to have any more interaction between us for a while, just until my feeling
to you gone.
I don't want to continuously hoping
just because you keep sending me a DM with your sweet words.
Maybe, you think its only a
simple words, or not important words.
But you know what?
Some of your words that you've sent to
me, means special for me. And, all of your sweet words makes me even more hoping
that we can go back together just like we used to do.
Even though i knew it is impossible.
Because, I
knew you dont love me anymore.
You loved another girls.
I knew it.
i really appreciate it.
i really am.
But, you really need to stop this.
'Cause i can't,
I can't handle it anymore.
Please, just stop.
If you won't stop, i'll make you stop.
I have to continue my life,
And i can't, if you keep doing those things to me.
I wanna live my life,
i wanna be happy like before i met you,
Or like you were with me (i know we weren't actually together, but we loved each other at that time, right?)
When you gave me a lot of love and happiness.
'Cause everyone deserves to be happy, right?
Since you keep doing those things,
So i need to stop it by my self.
Thankyou for all the love, happiness and all the pain that you gave to me.
Goodbye forever, my love. xx
